I find it absolutely amazing how people can change my mood instantly by acting like a complete arse, I have enough dealing with my mood changes without someone else purposely trying to upset me, and it just made me feel so angry/sad and I just wanted to pull out a knife and dig deep into my skin while the fuck face was standing there, but instead I put on a smile and pretended that everything was fine, I’m sure that actually makes it 10 times worse later on cause then everything gets me more down, until I relieve my anger/sadness. I feel I should tell you a little about the person that started it all off, I’m going to refer to this person as twat because that is what he is. A while back this twat came into the shop with a faulty computer acting like he was important and expected me to drop everything I was doing so I could repair his shitty old PC, I was very good to him and repaired the computer and he got it back, then a week later he takes it back in, this time the computer was damaged by a electrical surge, the boss sold him a new computer and we spend days setting it up and explain how to do everything and I can guarantee we had lost money on the sale because of the amount of time spent doing this yet today he came into the shop and started being a totally fucking dick to me and had the cheek to say that he’s not getting what he paid for, and I feel like there was no reason to treat me like this when it’s really not my fault he’s a stinky fat fuck dick twat face cunt wanker retard.

Also this morning I had my first driving lesson which seemed to go pretty well, there were a couple of things I got wrong like not checking my blind spots when starting off and hesitating a little at junctions, but apart from that he was pretty happy with my performance and said it’s not going to take me many lessons because I already seem to know most stuff, he did say to practice my clutch control. I feel like I learnt a bit so it’s pretty good, unfortunately y I don’t really like his car, the brakes seem a bit sensitive, but it’s probably just because I’m use to driving my car. Next week he wants me to do manoeuvres like reverse parking and stuff like that. Hope it doesn’t take me to long to pass.

I think that’s all for now, I don’t feel like writing now... :( I can’t even be fucked reading it back to see if it actually makes sense so if it doesn’t sorry.