I’m searching for inspiration even though I don’t believe it’s something that you can find, I do believe that it’s something that finds me, and that probably makes less sense that the other way round. I know that sitting here being bored is stupid when there are so many things in the world to do; I guess I’m just crap at actually doing them.

I think I’m a social retard, some would probably think it would fit better if I removed the social bit, thank you fuckers....Anyway I’m not sure what I want, I guess I want to be social and do stuff with people but at the same time I’m also thinking that I hate people and being social. I’m all messed up and to be honest it’s your fault.

I’ve had a cold or something for the past week now and I feel like crap but I do feel a little better today, all though last night was very shitty cause every time I feel asleep I woke up and had pains everywhere, that made it very hard to actually fall asleep when it felt like everything was hurting, I’m sure when I’ve had colds and things in the past they’ve never been this bad, maybe they are getting stronger or I’m getting weaker. I’m in a funny mood at the moment; I feel like doing something but can’t be fucked to do whatever I think I want to do.

Pretty much everything I’ve said in this post is pointless, I’ve got no ideas, they seem to have flown away with the fluffy monkeys with purple bums that live on the left side of the moon, in the square solar system located between bengigle and flippergrap, I hear they like to steal people ideas and force them to search for inspiration that doesn’t exist, to be honest we should get the police involved before they start taking people imaginations as well, I hope that one day well be able to make some sort of idea shield that will be able to protect our ideas, thank fuck they never got that idea cause we would be doomed without it, Imagine a world without new ideas, it’d be much like now only the same. That makes me think about a stupid question I heard someone ask today, make up your own mind about it but my thoughts are right so fuck you if you think different, “What would the world be like if the wheel was never invented?” now if you ask me I would say, the same but it was an inevitable invention if you can call it an invention, but without a wheel I think we would be so advanced that we could just think things and they would happen, we evolved though tools and that’s how we will continue to evolve now, I don’t see use getting more brain power or anything like that, we well become cyborgs and machines and try spread the human destructive decease that we are...I think we were born for one reason and that’s to kill for our own good, you could word it different but when it comes down to it only one thing matters to all of us and that’s me :P